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| Goodbye |
| 05.19.05 (6:46 pm) [edit] |
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Byebye....this is my last post for today. I don't know, time seems passing so quickly. I end my blog by saying, thx for supporting for this while, give me the courage my life story. Thx.
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| more! |
| 05.11.05 (1:40 pm) [edit] |
Askum!
I don't feel okay, i don't feel myself, afieq's turn me over, he's like a drug, and i'm his addiction. but i've got my own pride. he didn't say i love you today, he didn't write that...he always does. always does. he slept, he didn't reply my sms. we had a fight about nothing. nothing. he really get jealous bout hanur, hanur is a friend. my heart feel very painful to write this. my tears are not falling down. i'm such a stupid girl. stupid girl. i don't want to let him go. i don't believe him. i don't think he loves me.
sorry
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| Tentang dia |
| 05.11.05 (12:03 am) [edit] |
Askum
Found this in someone blog, a western-malaysia ppl blog, wuteva the person is.
10 THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT A KELANTANESE
1. Kelantanese use a proper Malay word.
Tidak seperti negeri-negeri lain di malaysia, orang kelantan tidak merosakkan perkataan yang terdapat didalam bahasa melayu standard. seperti contoh:
Ulau - Melaka
Ulaq - Kedah
Ulor - Johor
Ular - Kelantan ( ooo-laaa)
dan banyak lagi...
2. Kelantanese don't 'cakap kelantan'.
Orang kelantan tidak cakap kelantan, mereka 'kechek kelate'. Bahasa kelantan mungkin merupakan bahasa yang paling sukar untuk difahami diantara kebanyakkan dialek yang ada di malaysia (selepas bahasa sarawak, dan sabah).
Bahasa kelantan tidak menggunakan imbuhan dihadapan sesuatu perkataan tetapi lebih kepada menggunakan sabdu, dan ayat didalam bahasa kelantan tidak dimatikan dihujungnya. contoh:
betina - tino (Ttee-nor)
berjalan - jale (Jjaa-ley)
bermain - maing (Mmaa-eng)
perbualan - buale (Bbua- ley)
pemerintahan - meritohe (Mme-ghi-toh-he)
contoh ayat:
"Toksoh buak peghanga po kegho, tokleh napok Ttino lalu" - Tak usah buat perangai serupa kera, tak boleh nampak perempuan lalu
"Maghi kito gi Jjale ghumoh pok peng, che buleh duik Ghhayo" - Mari kita pergi berjalan rumah pak arifin, ada 'chance' boleh duit raya
3. Kelantanese have their own currency.
Mungkin ramai yang tidak tahu tapi orang kelantan tidak menggunakan matawang RM atau ringgit malaysia. Mereka mempunya matawang mereka sendiri iaitu Riyal atau sebutan nya lebih berbunyi 'ghiya'. Walaupun 'ghiya' kelantan tidak diniagakan di pasaran antarabangsa dan exchange rate antara 'ghiya' dan RM adalah sama, malah wang yang digunakan adalah sama. Tetapi Ringgit adalah lebih kecil sekiranya digunakan di kelantan. Contoh:
Situasi seseorang menggunakan Ringgit di pasar Siti Khadijah Kota Bharu:
"Makcik, sayur ni berapa ringgit selonggok?"
"oohh, sayur kakung nih 2 Ringgik selonggok"
Situasi yang sama, tetapi menggunakan 'ghiya'
"Mokcik, sayur kakung nih brapo ghiya slonggok ..?"
"slonggok tigo amah*, kalu nok ambik duo longgok, 2
ghiya"
perhatikan harga selonggok kangkung meningkat 50 sen dari harga dalam 'ghiya', malah dijualnya pulak dengan harga 2 longgok 2 'ghiya' (atau 2 ringgit)
4. Kelantanese and 'Budu'
Orang kelantan yang tipikal, amat gemar memakan budu dan ulam. Budu merupakan lebih dari sos untuk menyedapkan makanan, applikasi budu didalam makanan tiba ketahap ianya dijadikan kuah bagi mereka yang berdarah kelantan tulin.
contoh:
saiful: "aduh nampak gaya makan nasi ngan ikan rebus jelah kita malam ni" (sambil berwajah sedih) shazmin: "perrgghh, ni kalau ada budu ngan limau nipis, kena pulak ulam raja..." (sambil meleleh air liur)
So, kita dapat tahu dari situasi ini, shazmin adalah orang kelantan. (pergghh... budu ngan ulam raja)
5. Kelantanese are soft.
Orang kelantan adalah terkenal dengan sifat lembut mereka. Sifat sederhana dan pemalu merupakan sifat yang paling jelas. Tetapi sekiranya mereka berada didalam kelompok yang mereka berasa selesa, mereka merupakan orang paling friendly dan kuat berseloka.
6. Kelantanese doesn't hold to 'adat' rules.
Bagi mereka yang tidak tahu, orang kelantan merupakan masyarakat yang paling mudah dibandingkan dengan masyarakat dinegeri lain apabila masuk kedalam bab adat resam dan perkahwinan. Ini adalah mereka kurang atau hampir tidak berpegang kepada sebarang adat. Tidak seperti masyarakat di Negeri Sembilan yang kuat dengan Adat Pepatih dan berbagai-bagai lagi adat-adat di malaysia. Orang kelantan lebih kepada memenuhi syarat-syarat yang ditetapkan didalam islam.
Masyarakat kelantan tidak ada pantun (minang), bayar tol (bagi orang johor), bersanding, kenduri 3 hari 3 malam, pulut kuning dan sebagainya. Ia bergantung kepada pasangan pengantin dan keluarga sekiranya ingin mengadakan adat-adat berikut tetapi ianya adalah tidak wajib, dan masyarakat kelantan kebanyakkan lebih gemar kepada kesederhanaan. Ayat yang biasa didengari adalah:
"buak gapo buak bendo-bendo lagu tuh, Bbazir pitih"
(buat apa nak buat benda-benda macam tuh, membazir duit) . Jika ada yang ingin mencari bakal isteri, bolehlah cari orang kelantan.
7. Kelantanese and Nik Aziz
Orang kelantan lebih gemar dikenali sebagai anak murid Nik Aziz. Orang kelantan tidak melihat Nik Aziz sebagai menteri besar tetapi lebih kepada seorang tuan guru. Ini adalah kerana tuan guru Nik Aziz sendiri adalah seorang guru agama dan masyarakat kelantan menghormati beliau lebih sebagai seorang guru agama lebih daripada seorang menteri besar.
8. Moon Kite (wau bulan)
Wau bulan merupakan permainan traditional orang kelantan, tetapi lebih kepada mereka yang tinggal di pesisiran pantai. Ini adalah kerana angin yang kuat dan dahulunya ketika angin kuat mereka tidak boleh pergi menangkap ikan oleh itu mereka mengisi masa lapang dengan bermain wau.
9. Wayang kulit
Masyarakat kelantan merupakan pelopor didalam bidang perfileman, sebelum wujudnya Tanjong Golden Village (TGV) dan Golden Screen Cinema (GSC) masyarakat kelantan sudah lama ada Ketereh Village Cinema (KVC) dan Kedai Lalat Village Cinema. Malah wayang kulit terdapat dimana-mana kampung di kelantan (sebab itu kota bharu tak ada panggung wayang).
10. Thailand (golok)
Orang kelantan gemar membeli-belah di golok, ini adalah terdapat bermacam-macam barangan yang boleh didapati di golok, dari baju-baju, barangan elektrik, barangan dapur hingga ke mercun boleh didapati di golok. Oleh itu orang kelantan tidak memerlukan shopping complex yang besar-besar seperti di negeri-negeri lain yang hanya akan menimbulkan masalah jalan raya, dan menjadi tempat muda-mudi berpeleseran. Di golok, kanak-kanak, remaja, makcik-makcik dan nenek-nenek semuanya boleh membeli belah bersama-sama.
(* 50 sen = samah, RM 1.50 = tiga amah)
[LINE]
Tentang harapan, tentang cinta, tentang dia.
Melly Goeslow ft Eric - Tentang dia
Sehitam langit di angkasa
Yang mendung memurungkan bumi
Takutku ke masa yang lalu
Menorehkan luka dalam hati
Kekasih yakini cintaku
Disinilah cintaku berlabuh
Perjalanan mencari jawaban
Berakhir karam dihatimu
Cerita cinta anak remaja
Menggauli kidung kasih
Punahkah takut di hati
Terkutuklah bila kita berpisah
Selamanya harus bersama
Buktikan kita bahagia
Tentang dia tak perlu kau risau
Lagu cinta hanya untuk kita
Dan kini tidurku tersenyum
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu
Kekasih yakini cintaku
Disinilah cintaku berlabuh
Perjalanan mencari jawaban
Berakhir karam dihatimu
Cerita cinta anak remaja
Menggauli kidung kasih
Punahkah takut di hati
Terkutuklah bila kita berpisah
Selamanya harus bersama
Buktikan kita bahagia
Tentang dia jangan pernah terlupa
Biar menjadi cerita
Dibalik cerita kita
Tentang dia tak perlu kau risau
Lagu cinta hanya untuk kita
Dan kini tidurku tersenyum
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu
Melly Goeslow - Cukup
Kupejamkan mata ini dan kurasakan
Sekilas galau di hatiku
meratapi cinta yang hilang
Cukup sudah kuberlari mencari mauku
kini saatnya kuberhenti
cintaku tlah hadir disini
Kuyakin semua kan berlalu
Seumpama kau ada
hati dan jiwa ku terhibur
maka lamun akan berakhir
keyakinanku belum pasti
Biarlah kutemukan
kepingan hatiku yang hilang
semua bisa merasakannya
bahwa dia mencintaku
Cukup sudah
kesedihan merenggut hariku
hnetikan sesak di dadaku
lepaskan kau demi cinta
kuyakin semua kan berlalu
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| howie day |
| 05.07.05 (9:44 pm) [edit] |
Howie Day - Collide
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And i'm tangled up in you, yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
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| hachigatsu |
| 05.06.05 (5:38 am) [edit] |
What's with the nick? A few problem comes up, they do love me, i mean, problem loves me right?! Should be ahh, they keep coming!
Snoop Dogg feat Justin Timberlake & Charlie Wilson
[Chorus - Justin Timberlake (Uncle Charlie Wilson)]
I'm not sure what I see
Cupid don't fuck wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, now I see no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign? (OHHH!!!)
[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
(Ooh wee!!) Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my colone and the way I roll, you ain't no G!
[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
It's legit, you know it's a hit
When The Neptunes and the Doggy Dogg fin to spit
You know he's in - tune with the season
Come here baby, tell me why you leaving?
Tell me if it's weed that you needing
You wanna breathe? I got the best weed minus seeds
Ain't nobody tripping VIP they can't get in
If something go wrong then you know we get to Cripping
[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]
I'm not sure what I see
You better don't fuck wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, now I see no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?
[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
(Oh ohhh!! yeah!) Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my colone and the way I roll,
you ain't no G!
[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
Now you stepping wit a G, from Los Angeles
Where helicopters got cameras,
just to get a glimpse of our Chucks
And our Khakis and our bouncer cars
You wit you friend right? (yeah)
She ain't trying to bring over no men right? (no)
Shiieet, she ain't gotta be in the distance
She could get high all in an instant
[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]
I'm not sure what I see
You better don't fuck wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, now I see no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?
[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
(Oh ohhh!! yeah!) Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my colone and the way I roll, you ain't no G!
[Verse - Snoop Dogg (Justin Timberlake)]
Mami, mamasita, have you ever - flown on G5s
From London - to a beat hah? You gotta have cake
You'll have Sunday's with chiquitas
You'll see Venus and Serena, in the Wimbledon Arena
And I can take you (Uncle Charlie, preach!!)
[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]
I'm not sure what I see
You better don't fuck wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, now I see no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?
[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
(Oh ohhh!! yeah!) Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my colone and the way I roll, you ain't no G!
[Bridge - Uncle Charlie Wilson (Justin Timberlake)]
Nigga don't be young and foolish
You don't know what you're doing
You don't know what you've lost until she's gone (gone)
And her pretty face, drove you wild
But you ain't have that Snoop Doggy Dogg Style
[Chorus - Justin Timberlake (Uncle Charlie Wilson)]
I'm not sure what I see
Cupid don't fuck wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, now I see no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign? (OHHH!!!)
[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
(Ooh wee!!) Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my colone and the way I roll (hey!)
you ain't no G!
(Ooh wee!!) You ain't no G! (oh oh ohh! .. Ooh wee!!)
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| pa tok?~ |
| 05.04.05 (3:28 am) [edit] |
Askum and heylo~
HYE AMIRA!! hahaha, aku tauk kau sdg baca blog tok, but nemind, walau apa2 pun, keep this as a secret! Tok rahsia hati aku~ xda sapa2 tauk. No one knows. Mayrah tauk kali, fal x tauk, sam x tauk, setan x tauk, Tuhan tauk, sapa gik tauk? LOL~
What happened today? Afieq didn't come today, mana2 la, nya sakit...erm, hope he ate his ubat liaw. Crita aper arrr? A'aa! Assembly, the headmaster must be dreaming, right? She talked so much! Auu! Talked so much and i have to go to the bilik pbsm. They say my face pucat, sejuk gilerrrrr~~~ Peka fizik dah hand in, what else? Got so many hw! Bio,sej and blablabla. I havent do my revision, yeah? And what is my target? 10A1, nyalah ya. Parents mejal me to be a doctor. What??! I don't like Bio, I hate bio!! HATEEEE!!! Can I be an accountant? It sounds fun to me, *wink2* Ermm...actually, errmm....byk benda dipk but I'm lazy to write, I have 2-3 hws to do. Hv to go now. Erm..why dzadza shut her xanga blog? Cian! Miraa!! update your blog!! Lv5!~
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! Tension + siot = Tensiot!!
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| firasatku~ |
| 05.01.05 (5:01 pm) [edit] |
Askum,
So how was my day today? I slept at 11 something and woke up at 1 am. Since celcom promotes free sms during the midnite, so I took my chance to sms Afieq, but it seems that Afieq sleeping, didn't want to disturb him. I slept until 4 am. Woke up again. We sms-ed about our relationship. It was kinda funny how things happened and ended. It's just I'm not sure if this relationship can go further or not. At first I thought I'm very sure he's the one. But the way he treated me lately, maybe he kecil hati because he wants to meet with Tina. My intention, Tina and Him become one. Maybe there's a big chance between them. I'm such a third party girl! Afieq waited for her right these 3 years? Why on earth I come to his life? I should hide myself. Three years in same school with him. But don't know he exist. I'm sorry...
I supposed to go jalan today. But things, buy this and that, but I ended not knowing what to buy. Clothes, probably. I'm bored. Kinda like Lauryn Hill, her voice is really unique. Can anyone recommend any songs to download by Lauryn?
The Fugees - Killing me Softly
Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song.
[lauryn]
I heard he sang a good song, i heard he had a style,
And so i came to see him and listen for a while.
And there he was this young boy, stranger to my eyes,
Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song.
I felt all flushed with fever,
Embarrassed by the crowd,
I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud.
I prayed that he would finish,
But he just kept right on strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song
[clef]
Yo l-boogie, take it to the bridge
[lauryn]
(bust it)
Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song.
Strumming my pain with his finger, yeah he was . . .
[shoutouts and fade]
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| xpressing! |
| 04.30.05 (7:16 pm) [edit] |
Askum.heylo!
It seems that I cannot xpress my own feeling. Darn!
Found this interesting song. I'm so emotional. Rilek Alai, pk positif...bak kata Afzal "You're a strong girl" bak kata Sam "mun gugok, pandey2lah bgn kedirik" Thx!
Siti Nurhaliza - Dialah di hati
Bisikan sang bayu membawa perkhabaran
Dongengan yang sama dicadang berulang
Mengapakah diri dijadikan sasaran
Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian
Sungguh terkilan
Seumpama naskah yang terbuka
Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia
Bacalah kenalilah
Dengan bijaksana
Siapa aku yang sebenar
Korus
Kendati selautan segunung
permata di kanan dan kiri
Selagi jantung ku berdegup hingga
tiba saat terhenti
Dialah di hati
Mengapakah diri dijadikan sasaran
Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian
Sungguh terkilan
Seumpama naskah yang tebuka
Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia
Bacalah kenalilah
Dengan bijaksana
Siapa aku yang sebenar
Kendati selautan segunung
permata di kanan dan kiri
Selagi jantungku berdegup hingga
tiba saat terhenti
Dialah di hati
#Tiada pilihan kedua
Pertama hingga akhir usia
Hanya Dia
Ulang # 2x
Tiada rahsia lagi
Usah bertanya berkeka teki
Cinta yang abadi cintaku
yang suci di hati
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| Sheila on 7 - The Very Best Of |
| 04.30.05 (4:11 pm) [edit] |
Nice album!
Got 3 new songs, and these are the lyrics. I like Sheila on 7 - Bertahan Disana.
Sheila on 7 - Jalan Terus
hidup memang tak semudah
waktu kita muda dulu
panas dingin tak bisa diterka
strategi hidup bertahan
dari seleksi sang alam
hidup memang tak seindah
waktu kita muda dulu
umur terindah pasti kan berlalu
strategi hidup bertahan
dari seleksi sang alam
panas dingin tak bisa diterka
panas dingin tak bisa diterka
reff: tapi apapun yang terjadi
akan kujalani
akan kuhadapi dengan segenap hati
walau ku terluka
memang ku terluka
tak pernah ku lari dari semua ini
belum waktunya kita berhenti
jangan cepat puas kawan
bekerja dan terus bekerja
hingga saat kita tak berguna lagi
reff2: maka apapun yang terjad
akan kujalani
akan kuhadapi dengan segenap hati
walau ku terluka
memang ku terluka
tak pernah ku lari dari semua ini
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Sheila on 7 - Bertahan Disana
indah apa kabar kau di sana
lelahkah menungguku berkelana
lelahkah menungguku kau di sana
sayang aku kan segera pulang
tunggu aku dengan senyuman itu
tunggu aku dengan senyummu itu
bila waktu itu telah tiba
coba kenakanlah mahkota itu
coba kenakanlah mahkota itu
masih banyak yang harus ku cari
tuk bahagiakan hidupmu nanti
reff: bisa bertahankah kau di sana
bisa bertahankah sayang
coba bertahanlah kau di sana
coba bertahanlah sayang
repeat reff
coba bertahanlah
bertahanlah kau di sana
coba bertahanlah sayang
[LINE]
Sheila on 7 - Sekali Lagi
waktu itu pukul 7 malam aku datang menjemputmu
di bangku taman aku menunggu hingga kau selesai berdandan
kita telurusi jejak-jejak malam yang bertabur bintang
semakin berat hatimu untuk aku lepaskan
tapi kini keadaan hidupku telah jauh berbeda
tak ada lagi hati yang aku tunggu tuk selesai berdandan
aku telurusi jejak-jejak malam yang bertabur bintang
semakin berat hatimu untuk aku lupakan
* tak pernah aku menyangka sejauh ini aku melangkah
tak pernah aku menyangka sedalam ini aku terluka
reff: jika hidup terus berputar, biarlah berputar
akan ada harapan sekali lagi, seperti dulu
repeat *
repeat reff
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| Right decision!! |
| 04.30.05 (4:03 pm) [edit] |
Askum and heylo~
Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!
I'm like
:oops:
No mood to tekan tekan this thing anymore
Ja nee!!
I'll update later..
Is my brain functioning well?
Does love need a reason?
Is it possible to accept someone?
I promise he'll be the one and he IS.
I believe in him.
I always love him! and that remains forever!!
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| back with the flow!! |
| 04.29.05 (4:00 am) [edit] |
Askum/heylo~
I'll start this entry with a loooooooooooooonnnggg dammmmmmnnnnnnnn sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
GO TO HELL YOU UNCLE (ACAI)
OH gosh, how ironic of me. Yeah, probably you might think I'm the most innocent girl ever. But I might change to a devil sometimes. WHOAAAAAA!! I can't stop thinking, why they treat me like this? I know it's my fault. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY FAULT. But they shouldn't treat me like a stupid anak. Yeah, I hate the way they stare at me. Yeah, I hate the way they talk to me. Yeah, I hate what they think of me - oh shut up! Yeah, I hate that they trust me. Plz don't trust me. DO NOT TRUST ME. I DEFINITELY HURT YOUR FEELING. B'Cause I already hurt my parents' feeling. Honestly and seriously, i have to admit, I just want to talk to my parents and walk straight to them that Afieq is not the guy what they think he is.
I'm bored with this. Continue later. Need to get some peace!
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| im back!! |
| 04.28.05 (5:19 am) [edit] |
Askum and heylo
Sorry, I didn't have the time to update my blog. Probably it would like take million of my times to write a blog, it's a just a miracle thing to type out what have you done in your freaking life. So, how was my day?
1. Relationship with Afieq
Quite okay. Just okay. My had to cut some short of my time to be with him. It was wonderful.
2. Relationship with Parents
"se me de" that is what Chong always say in class. Just bad. So bad that I could see them ......bluahh!
3. Relationshop with Friends
Quite okay. Seems fine.
4. Damn it!
I dont know what to write. Gosh...i need some work-out for this!!!
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| 04.23.05 (4:24 pm) [edit] |
Askum and hye
Kolej Eco-Challenge
Hye, it was good and amazing. It's like making my both shoulders cannot move. Thx to my school, *dry* But really I can't move them so much cos it hurts!!! I was in Fadil's Team, the Halo-gen team! Well, at first we move so well. Then, we stuck at the damn letter, go to hell la you, pasir. We could win. It's just that the finding the letter in the sand was sooo hard. Too hard. All the members are fine. My shoulder...gtg...can't move it nemore. I'll update later.
The result of Eco-Challenge came out on Wednesday. Dissapointly, we got number 11. It was ashamed but we were satisfied. I can see the teamwork. It was wonderful and beautiful. You cannot see it but you can feel it. It's something precious, and it IS. Besides that, Fal and Fadil ngam arr!! Sokong diorg! And one more thing, didin't get any sunburn and i was suprised that Afieq's face didn't get any sunburn. I'm so jealous of his skin!!!!!!!! *wink2* gtg...Ja nee!!
BTW. happy birthday to my dad!
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| 04.19.05 (6:15 am) [edit] |
Askum/helo!
Something happened today. 17th and 19th April 2005! Argh! I love you Afieq!!! My first and forever~~
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| 04.18.05 (2:10 am) [edit] |
Askum/helo!
I'm happy! I'll update later, when no one is around!
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| 04.16.05 (4:49 pm) [edit] |
Askum/heloo!
Thx to my blog, I can express my feelings. I'm such a failure in expressing feelings. Maybe I'm such a secrective person, I cannot get angry for no reason, I cannot merajuk for no reason, this is what I am. I really want to mintak maaf with Afieq, that my priority is friends, I'm sorry. I love you so much, but you will say something different, "boleh cayak ka?" sigh~
Yesterday was great, a lot of thing happened. I saw Afieq play sukaneka, he acted like a baby you know? Haha, my eyes was on his. I watched every step he takes. It was great. I tried to cover by looking at the baby. But I can't. He sweated so much. Kesian! That baju biru is so tebal, Adidas huh? He should wear red! So, he won't sweat so much. My head was spinning was spinning around. So i went back to the class. And i managed to read a few subtopics Biology. It sux. Why ppl like reading it? -_-"
Again, Fal's boyfriend lied. Stupid Ayee! It wasn't my fault. I just wanna play. Fal agreed with me, she said she wanted to uji his kesetiaan. So, the first msg goes like this
alai and fal msg - "Tak baik laa bgn akhir, tak manis kalau laki bgn akhir"
ayee's msg- "dah bgn daa..sape ni?"
alai and fal msg - "ala..jom ar gie jalan sama-sama hari ni, mesti tak dpt kan, awak kan ada gf?"
ayee's msg - "nuar ada game hari ni, tak dpt la..mane ada gf"
I looked at Fal, she WAS DEFINITELY DISSAPOINTED. TWO TIMES ALREDY. STUPID!PALOI!BODOH!SIOT! Fal, don't cry because of that boy, they're selfish like hell. damn it! I pray that Afieq is not like that. Because I love him so much, I never let a guy hug me, I never let a guy hold my hand, I never let a guy kiss my hand and forehead. I NEVER LET. Kas and Yan were my ex-bf. I nvr go out with them, i nvr let them do what Afieq do to me. Continue to fal...I prefer Fal with Fadil afterall, such a shame that they have talked about it. Fal, look at the bright side. Probably this might show you who is worth to be your only one.
Yellowcard - Only One
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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| 04.16.05 (3:13 am) [edit] |
Askum and heyloooo!!
More pix!
He's laughing or smile...Love him when he's happy.
Seriously, I don't know what is he doing!
cool!!
Nice!
He's laughing~
He REALLY has a gay face, well, that Gay face is mine :P
LOL! LOL! LOL!
You know what? i love his concentration, it makes me ...*can't describe by words*
Err...can i update tomorrow? Love Afieq!
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| 04.15.05 (3:20 am) [edit] |
Askum/heylooooo~~
Sheesh, Natalie Imbruglia rocks!
First Album - Was totally awesome!
Second Album - Wasn't that good like the first album
Third Album - Kinda nice
Probably I STILL IN LOVE WITH THE FIRST ALBUM.
Today, got Gerko, wasn't that good. I wasn't myself? I just ...need to relax, yea, need to relax a lot! Away from everything~~ And Everyone...Wishing Afieq was there sitting beside me, in silence is enough! Ja ne! I love you, 5-e-tan~
Natalie Imbruglia - Leave Me Alone
I ask you to hold me,but you don't wanna hold me-It don't work like that
I want you to love me-I'm losing patience now
Oh leave me alone(Oh leave me alone)
Stop asking for more
I'm goin' home on my own
Oh leave me alone(Oh leave me alone)
I'm walkin' out of the door
I'll make it on my own
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Just leave me alone
You like me to stroke you
Careful I don't choke you,did you read my mind?
You say don't be blue
Is that the best you can do?
I've lost my patience now
(CHORUS)
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| 04.12.05 (11:19 pm) [edit] |
Askum/helo!
I'm in the mood, maybe... :? I'm not that sure, yesterday at tuition, everytime seems to change, Afieq was acting weird, he even ignored me, maybe Wendy knows more than me. If you're hiding something from me, just say it so. If you have a problem, why don't you say that you're having one? What I am to Afieq? Just a puppet, to show that I'm his? I really care about him but then I can't force him to tell his problems to me, it must be done willingly by himself. What am I to you Afieq? What am I ?! You're hiding something, and I know that. If you're thinking about Yan, sorry, I really don't have any feelings to him kecuali to be his friend, not more than that. That's why, if you're thinking about Tina, what do you think about? Be her friend? That's your intention? If it is, it's the same like me. Tina give a big impact on you, well, Yan doesn't give any impact to me. And I hope Wendy can help Afieq, if you think the best way to ignore, so go ahead. But why? Why he tell Wendy? Why he doesn't tell me? It really hurts if I know it from Wendy..Wendy just told me "I know something that you don't know" What?! You're making me like a puppet. You do know that, don't you? Everytime you say "sorry", don't you ever think what's my feeling before you apologize to me? Have you ever think? No right? To see you down, keep quiet, it hurts, when I asked you "Are you okay?" You replied "Ok" But your "ok" was a fake afterall, you think that I'm too stupid not to notice? Yeah, probably that's the real you, you don't trust me, I hate your fake smile, your fake figure, and your fake attitude. But it seems that I'm like something you can throw and get it back. Your sorry is like something that I cannot accept, but when I say "aok aok" I said it very sincere, you think it's easy to forgive ppl? To see your someone that you love to be forgiven, without any reason! It HURTS. *geram* You did the same mistake too. You laughed when I fall from the chair? HEY, it's like your fault!! IT WAS YOUR FAULT. When you said sorry, sorry, sorry, it was easy? Yeah, I forgave you, I did. But you laughed? You laughed? It hurts...the more I see you laughed it was something you planned. I was hoping that you....could understand more. I'm stupid, puppet, yea. He didn't layan me in the morning, I was not suprised at all? Let Wendy take everything, I'm nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. I'm just his lover who needs to be perfect for him. Who doesn't need to know anything. Stupid me more!~ I almost cry. It hurts..sakit hati bnar, like I'm losing my mood today. It was like nothing. He seems to be not taking any attention of me. I was GLAD he came to see me on BM period. Really GLAD. I just need to be alone, I guess. Kinda sad+hatred+sakit hati+happy = no mood. AH~~ Really Glad he come to see me, by that time I just want to say something, but he would not know that everything that I wanted to say is already written in this blog. I was really geram. I just want to make him understand. sigh~ I love.....
Peterpan - Di atas Normal
Intro: Bm F#m Bm F#m (2x)
Bm F#m Bm F#m
Pikiranku tak dapat ku mengerti
Bm F#m Bm F#m
Kaki di kepala kepala di kaki
Bm F#m Bm F#m
Pikiranku patutnya menyadari
Bm F#m Bm F#m
Siapa yang harus dan tak harus ku cari
G A Bm
Tetapi tak dapatku mengerti
Int: Bm F#m Bm F#m (3x)
Bm F#m Bm F#m
Sesuatu yang baru ku sadari
Bm F#m Bm F#m
Kau tinggalkanku tanpa sebab yang pasti
Bm F#m Bm F#m
Sesuatu yang harusnya terjadi
Bm F#m Bm F#m
Kau sakiti aku kau yang harus ku benci
G A G A Bm
Tetapi tak dapatku menyesal dapatku mengerti
Int: Bm F#m Bm F#m (4x)
G A G
Tetapi tak dapatku menertawai
A G A Bm
Dapatku menertawai dapatku mengerti
Reff: Bm F#m G A Bm F#m
Oooh... ku mencari sesuatu yang telah mati
G A
Ku mencari hati yang ku benci
Bm F#m G A Bm F#m
Oooh... ku mencari sesuatu yang tak kembali
G A
Ku mencari hati yang ku benci
Int: Bm F#m Bm F#m (8x)
G A G
Tetapi tak dapatku menertawai
A G A
Dapatku menertawai dapatku
G A
Menertawai dapatku mengerti
Kembali ke: Reff
Bm F#m G A Bm F#m
Oooh... ku mencari tetap tak dapat ku temui
G A
Ku mencari hati yang ku benci
Coda: Bm F#m Bm F#m (2x)
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| 04.11.05 (1:37 am) [edit] |
Askum/heylo
can this blog plzz be private? or should i put password? ello, to anyone out there who knows me, plz read my life story as something, not for talking at the back, stupid ppl! hate it!!! today at school, wasn't in the mood for doing or making or studying but one thing i achieved, diet! if he knows i diet, sure i'll be dead. -_-" there was an exam, dead! dead meat! celakanyaa!! i havent study a single thing, one suprise thing, there was afieq? when i come into the class? did i wake up on the other side of the bed? impossible, my bed is beside the wall, there's no other side! cheh.......... :wink: who cares exam? makes me wanna die liaw~ today was not my day, it's like boring...totally bored...i just stare and look at the watch, stare again..ahh! kept asking myself, when will this end? and it ends, at last! but i keep searching what i want, something...something...darn! need to study! besides, i just naik car jenis toyota "echo" black in colour, afieq's fav' colour, errr...it was comfortable...i want that car!! gimme that carr!! so i can go anywhere...anywhere but here...have to go, mum will get angry..btw, dad went KL, hope he's having a gr8 time there...derh~ gtg...loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee ppl who i love so much...Allah,family,Afieq,friend s...
Ja nee! Byes...
Peterpan - Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi
Intro: Am F Dm (4x)
Am
Awalku melihat
F Dm
Ku yakin ini bukanlah yang biasa
Am
Mengerungkan
F Dm
Melemahkan aku melihat tatap matanya
Int: Am F Dm (2x)
Am
Garis tawanya
F Dm
Waktu berhenti apabila ku memandangnya
Am
Mengagumkan
F Dm
Melemahkan aku melihat tatap matanya
Reff: F
Khayalan ini setinggi-tingginya
Em
Seindah-indahnya
Dm Am
Terpaku memikirkannya
F
Bila ku dapat ku simpan wajahnya
Em
Memegang indahnya
Dm Am
.... memilikinya
Am
Yang ku nanti
F
Saat memegang tangannya
Am
Sampai nanti
F Dm
Tetap memegang tangannya
Int: F Em Dm Am (2x)
Kembali ke: Reff
Coda: F Em Dm Am
Am F Dm (2x)
p/s: i saw miera's bf pix! hahaha...well, my comment is he looks kemelayuan and loves red too. like my afieq too...what's with RED?!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FALIZA! MY BESTFRIEND! HOPE YOU GET A LOT OF PRESENT~ :wink:
harap2kan dengan kehidupan fal bertambah baik dr masa ke masa, dirahmati olehNYA, segala berjalan lancar, murah rezeki and a lots of things.
For you fal although u don't know~
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| 04.09.05 (5:19 am) [edit] |
Askum/heylo
Damn, what a day, but I felt good~and having fun! away from school and parents~ So...what happen today? Nothing much...woke up, solat, mandik, use baju, it's the same..nothing new..went to school with Mayrah and lepak2 with farina, kinda cool!!! really, it was cool~ watched gangster together..we were late like 30 minutes, didn get anything from the movie, only that i learnt that..don't deal with drugs, racing cars and borrow a lot of money from someone dangerous, after watching gangster, lepak at the kelas..eating some food from the teachers' food because there was an event happening, a public speaking? boring~who wants to hear public speaking, when there's a movie playing in the hall? only ppl with positive thinking, i guess. :P so, meet Sam at the staircases, talk and talk, din have any talk with her for awhile, i miss the old moments. i need to be spending more time with my precious friends esp mira,fal,sam,ara,nana,yen chan,kho, wendy? i don't know what she thinks of me, maybe after i gerek with afieq, she will think that i don't care bout him, priority, friends first! i don't want to end up like yusri and jo-n, duan and zurin, phil and shareena, i hate leaving my friends behind, it's just like not fair, but to wendy? i don't know, she might be sensitive at times, no one knows what she think and do. probably i shouldn't bother, i'll make her angry more and hate me more than ever. *worry* and so then, afieq come, kacau sam..but sam don't like him, wondering why, but i just hate thoughts that popping out from my otak, just killing my cells~ bazir tenaga only! awin came, tumpang him..seems angry with mayrah, pity mayrah, sure it's pendy fault hahaa! reporting things that he shouldnt tell...pity mayrah a lot! oh yeah, went to parkson...at last, i drank my ice cream rainbow, fav! nothing than that drink...cold as ice~ fal couldnt drink that type of drink, cuz alergic? pity her...so then...we go lepak2, cari kasut, arrr...the boys do i think...watched movie...meet a lot of kolejians, but i was not suprised, it was "Samara" scary la that girl, give me erkss! afieq was really scared...haha..funny la that guy...he kept on holding my hand..and put on his face...he is soooooo ~ dunno what to say...anything nice..meet kas too...i dont know he was there at all..i really dont know, but glad, afieq was there waiting for me..love afieq more and more and more! he's who i am waiting for all this time..at last...lastly, we ate at mcD, i din makan nasi for the whole day! ate burger jerr..lapar bgt ya sih! afieq kept laughing and he kept staring at me...haha..pardon me, i love to see him stare...he is so sincere..!! he talked about our past, it's funny...and it was!! i kept laughing...i think i should end now...tired..need to do some revision! ja nee blog! hope afieq get some rest tonite...and to my friends, family, hope u get a niceeeeeeeeeeeeee sleeppppppppp!! Allah bless u all~ Askum..
Love! peace....
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| 04.07.05 (5:44 am) [edit] |
Askum and hey!
Darn, u don't think negative bout my parents. They are nice but sometimes I'm not satisfy with them. Probably they just don't trust me, ahh, they can ignore me, like, who cares? argh, malas mok update..no mood! no one knows~~ i hate, hate...malas...hate...malas..hate..malas...hate malas...hate...no mood..no problem..apa2 jak laa...
cannot cry, it shows how weak I am! sapa lalek, aku dulik apa...jdla apa nok jd, xsen! hipokrit! blablablaa....hantu! haha...dulik apa! i show them..sorry~
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| 04.05.05 (11:13 pm) [edit] |
Askum and heylo!
Hey hey hey!
I'm bored, like always. I have another tuition! Another tuition, imagine that. Addmaths, the school teacher doesn't know how to teach, saya mengamalkan sikap yg berterus-terang. Besides that, this is like the third week we don't have our chemistry class. Sure hampeh spm result this year, hey, probably, this sux a lot. I'm weak on my studies, what else? i probably weak on everything, oh well, i'll keep on listening to this song till I die tho. Thx guys! Ja ne~ I love afieq always, only him.
Peterpan - Masa Lalu Tertinggal
aku adalah jari jari
memegang
roda putar bumi
tenang disisi panikku
mengetuk rasa membawaku
disini tersenyum
disatu diri kumelamun
terangi sisi gelapku
merenung…
arah menuntunku
sadari langkahku
dicelah bumi
ku terpaku
mencari arti hidupku
yang baru
relakan nafasku
kumenunggu datang terang
biarkan gelap menghilang
bantu aku tuk menunggu
roda membawaku
* dan kini kubiarkan
masa lalu menghilang
dan tanpa beban
aku meninggalkan belakang
lalu kubiarkan
masa lalu menghilang
tanpa beban
aku meninggalkan belakang
back to *
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| 04.02.05 (2:28 am) [edit] |
Askum and heylo~
I know how to put music in tblog already! Yay! ^_^ *xcited* the programme is just like how the xangers do it. Just paste and copy to html modes. Search for xangers music, it sounds something like that. It took me hundreds of time to put song in my blog. It certainly makes tblog the coolest html mode ever! 8)
Today, went to school. Saturday - school? I have a little project to do with my Coupon Stall...like Kho pronounced it, "coupun" sounds weird. And it does sound weird! Just like the person, nahh, just kidding kho! What did I do today..? hmph...wasn't like we plan. ahh...WE have to wait for Nana's brother, Azri whoever...Azmi was boleh diharap, Azri was...no comment! We waited like Hell~ Sorry for my rudeness...it was true! Bergegar badan kelaparan, just like Nana said. Aiya, too tired to update...I'm lazy!!!!!!
p/s: Love Afieq so much! -_-" i'm addicted!
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I'm a girl. Needs to improve. Loves my surrounding. I'm 16, almost 17 in August. Studing in Kolej TDTHB. Have a great boyfriend, Afieq and I love him. Have good friends and I love them so much!. Thx to God.
Slightly naughty at times. Perfectly annoyed if you ignore me. Hope to get great achievement in what I do. Shouts a lot!. Hates perky people. Happy in days, sad in moments. Quiet but in sense of shyness. Works a lot in diet-ing. LOL. zapple's great, nyum! and finally, I'm IN LOVE! *wink*
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